When you’re feeling lost and scattered

We live in a world of systematic structures, and too often, it can seem so overbearing for one little soul. Maybe, you don’t mind the order in all of this chaos, or maybe you’re one of those persons who does things their own way, flowing with the natural occurrences of external forces.

Either way we choose, we sometimes get lost. Sometimes, we question where we’re going; if what we’re doing is the right thing for the benefit of our future. If this resonates with you, I understand. I send you many virtual pats on the head. And I honestly wish I had the answers to alleviate the stresses and worries in your lives. I’m here to tell you that I’m also in the Lost Woods with you. I can’t sit here and pretend like I’m the perfect candidate on answering the many mysteries of the universe. I’m you. I struggle with you, and because I do, I want to share my thoughts and experiences. In all honesty, we’re just a huge school with many people teaching one another through their examples. It’s best we take a look around and observe the simple people.

There’s one thing for certain that we must realize while we’re struggling: not to lose ourselves in the midst of trying to find our way out of the Lost Woods. More than anything, these Lost Woods shall serve the purpose of finding ourselves, helping to train us in grounding. Remaining calm just as the eye in a big storm.

There are a lot of things in your life right now that you can’t control and it’s extremely difficult to feel helpless when all of these unfortunate events happen around us. These events will make us feel lost and confused, like nothing will ever change, like it’s game over. It’s only game over when you decide it is. No one and nothing else gets to decide who you are in this world or what you can and can’t do, despite the game of titles society plays. You’ve the power to train your mind on how to think and feel, especially about yourself.

From my personal experience, it all starts with you. Today, you get to decide who you want to be and how you want to be. Even with these thoughts and motives for the day, something could change your mind. Something bad could happen.

Here is one method I’ve practiced to keep calm and ground myself:

1. First, take a moment to breathe and remember that you’re no good to yourself and others if you lose yourself to all the chaos.
2. Second, close your eyes and visualize you’re in the room alone (if this doesn’t work because of a loud background, step away, step outside, or put headphones on with soothing music)
3. Third, locate your aura. This may not be easy, so I recommend visualizing that it’s become so expanded and everything and everyone around you is inside of it; therefore, it’s the reason why you’ve become so agitated lately. Your aura is your spiritual body and if there are things stuck in it, you may started to feel confused and scattered. Always acknowledge the problem first so that you know where to focus on healing.
4. Fourth, imagine your expanded aura shrinking, decreasing smaller and smaller, to where it’s finally surrounding just you. Nothing and no one else is no longer clouding your aura.
5. Fifth, once you feel that your aura is surrounding only you, keep it there. Focus the energy only on yourself. Feel you. Remember to breathe deep breaths. I find that breathing deeply and focusing on that during this process helps.
6. Sixth, when you feel a sense of calmness and readiness, then open your eyes and go back to the situation beforehand and see how you feel. If you haven’t feel changed about it, you may need more time or need to seek a different means of grounding. There are always many ways to feel grounded. No one way is the right way for everyone. You also don’t need permission to change things up. Find what works for you.

If in the process of practicing this sort of meditation there comes a random worry or thought, you can push it away. Just imagine that this thought is like an object, maybe a cloud, you can push it or throw it in the opposite direction.

This method may take time depending on how confident you are in your visualizing skills. Doubt can be the biggest problem in ridding our issues. This may come from not trusting yourself. Remember, you are your thoughts and feelings. You CAN change them. It’s not easy, but it is possible.

I think when we ground ourselves, we understand ourselves more. We begin to know more about who we really are. When you practice any exercise like this and it gives you good results, you’ll want to spend more time doing it, and I ultimately think that will help with your confidence when problems arise.

Years ago, I would have doubted the power of the mind. Trusting myself was very difficult. Of course, I’m not saying that it still isn’t. I still have my battles like everyone else. Grounding myself has become a special key to my mental and emotional stability. It always refreshes me and reminds me of who I am, instead of what the world made me out to be.

In closing, I just want to give thanks to those who have stuck by me all of these years. I opened this blog in 2011. Sometimes, I’ve skipped months, and this time I’ve skipped probably about two years. But I just wanted to let you all know, if you’re still reading, I’m still here keeping everyone in this world in my thoughts.

For those in Australia, you especially have my thoughts. <3 Stay safe!
Here’s a link to donate for this nation’s emergency situation: https://www.wwf.org.au/get-involved/bushfire-emergency#gs.q7zy8y

 

Convince Yourself

I’m sorry that’s its been EONS since the last time I posted to this website… but I thought I’d share a short story of my journey within the last  several months. If you feel you resonate with what I’ve talked about, please don’t hesitate to comment or send me a message here. 

If you believe in yourself, trust yourself, know who you are, then it doesn’t and shouldn’t matter what anyone else thinks about you, your lifestyle, what you’ve done. You are the only one who knows you and the reasons for what you do, and no matter how many times you will explain it to others, others won’t get you because everyone is living for themselves, despite what they think is best for you.

In 9 months of hell — I call it hell because my life was literally turned upside by a series of anxiety attacks that I still can’t explain — no one genuinely had my back. I tried to explain my symptoms, what I was feeling, what I was going through, and not a SINGLE person understood me. I seemed to have gotten the impression that they thought I was pretending, that it was made up in my own head, like I could just instantly change what was going in my body by the snap of a finger. Like it was no big deal because it wasn’t happening to them. I felt as though they thought me as crazy. Instead of getting any sort of concern for my life and well-being, or any sort of understanding, what I got was ridicule and criticism for not being the mother I was before… It was agonizing to me that I couldn’t play my role like before. It was harder on me. As my body was attacking itself for no reason, I was attacking myself more for being dysfunctional in the eyes of everyone. For not being able to take care of my children and do normal things like a normal person. At one moment, I was on the verge of just giving up. The pain in my mind was so intense that I just wanted to stop suffering. This pain, I can’t explain… It’s not physical pain, like getting a cut; or emotional pain, like when you get hurt by what someone else said and cry. The pain was so strong, I couldn’t even eat. It hurt to eat. The food would touch my lip and it hurt me so much. As I shoved the food down my throat, I squinched my eyes as a child would do taking a medicine that taste awful.

I went for many months being stuck to a bed, not being able to stand without feeling imbalanced, dizzy, fainty. Anything I ate, I could feel it take effect in my body, like a wave hit me. I had to be careful of what I put in my body. And so, my diet consisted of only chicken, water, and sugarless herbal tea. I avoided sugar in general. Those seemed to be the only things I could eat that didn’t upset my symptoms. When I thought the symptoms were going away, it crept up behind me and attacked me, a few days after my father in law died. I woke up one night at 2 am, feeling as though something was going to take over my body, and I was hanging so hard onto myself, like I was about to fall of a cliff and digging my hands into the soil, not letting go. I didn’t sleep for 2 nights, out of fear. Tremors wouldn’t stop. It was like my body was constantly vibrating like a motor that wouldn’t stop running. Keeping me awake. Then my body had enough and it felt like I was shutting down… Not in a normal sleepy way…. like in a black out way.

Whatever I went through.. I don’t take this as “why me?” Of course, my human ego wants to say that because it believes no one should suffer in that way. It wants to be angry about what happened, and it wants me to continue to feed on that anger, stunting my growth as a human. I’ve always been an observer, philosopher, investigator of my life, trying to connect the dots, and I knew this was happening for a reason that I had not known yet. I knew I needed to learn something from this experience.

The universe, the powers that be, whatever you want to call it, had it’s way with me… Shook me to try and wake me to a different direction, perspective, approach to life. In whatever direction I chose to go, the message for me always seemed the same. To love myself more. To stop giving in to people and letting them define who I am, what my worth is. I handed it out so easily. Never trusting myself to do it, because every time I did in the past, I let myself down. In 9 months, I had to stop letting people make me feel good about who I am… Some of us here can admit that we have let people do that.. But have you ever asked yourself why you do that? Why do you let them control what you think about yourself?

It’s not going to be them that attacks you the most when you’re down; it’ll be yourself because you believed them. You will be your own attacker, like I was and still am at times. (I’m still a work in progress, obviously.)

In those hard times, I had to start caring about myself more by standing up for myself, just to stay alive. Just to survive. No one else was going to do it for me.

Love yourself. Trust yourself. Know yourself. When you can do that, no one can tear you down unless you let them.

I woke up yesterday morning, began my ritual of trying to feel good about myself by getting ready to go nowhere. Looked at myself in the mirror, fixed my frizzy, curly hair… looked at my face, dark circles and all.. and then decided that I didn’t see a problem with it, because I genuinely thought I looked damn good without the make up, and so I didn’t wear any all day. How free that felt. Not having to try and make myself feel good by putting something on my face.

Even if it’s been a nightmare, this nightmare will birth a better and beautiful person at the end of it

Photos of when it started:

https://www.instagram.com/p/BaDJ5xKAV3e/?taken-by=theancientmasteress

https://www.instagram.com/p/BaKWt6gAwep/?taken-by=theancientmasteress

https://www.everydayhealth.com/anxiety/anxiety-and-depression.aspx

Grounding and Chakra Re-confirmation

If anyone knows about my history in experimenting with the spiritual elements on this website, then you would know in 2012, I dabbled a lot–A LOT– in automatic drawing, writing, and often used another automatic technique to retrieve messages of all kinds from helpful spiritual beings. Of course, I’m still dabbling in this but my experimentations have lessened over the years due to overwhelming fear, and then just having an overall busy, exhausting time as a parent. So, I had forgotten a lot of the experiences, and at times, they sort of just became similar to the memory of a dream.

I’d like to share with you a recent experience in grounding myself. It was probably about 3 weeks ago from today. I had ordered a spell from an Etsy witch shop. I’ve always been curious about those kinds of shops, and found myself impulsively purchasing this item as another test for myself. It must’ve taken about about 2 weeks to reach me, despite that the seller was from Florida.

The next day after receiving it in the mail, I took a trip to my bathroom–the only known place where I can concentrate in peace and quiet. The item came with a sample incense for grounding, and before I even attempted a spell, I wanted to ground my spiritual body with the Earth. Using my other books of witchcraft as a sort of reference material, I decided to call the four corners, placing an object to represent each element for each corner. I, then, made a circle of protection around myself using only water. I didn’t really have much (as I’m not always grinding myself in spell work unless really necessary), and so I asked for a little advice in which I was directed to the use of water. This protection circle took me a few times as I needed to clear my mind and hold a firm belief in my actions, otherwise, I don’t think it would work. Firm belief in my own actions would come from trusting in myself. But, I couldn’t see a protection bubble around me, how would I know it’s there? The only answer I have for that is knowing that it’s there. Any slight doubt would automatically signal to me that it wouldn’t work.

Then, I was safe to attempt a grounding. I closed my eyes and began visualizing only a string of energy running down from legs to the Earth. A white transparent string of energy, guiding the roots of my feet to the energy of the Earth, traveling so far to the Earth’s core of light. What felt like a minute, went by, and suddenly, I noticed my body began moving of its own accord, in clock wise circles; all the while, with shock, my thoughts ran to the time I first experienced my body’s first healing. For a moment, I got a little emotional because it was a connection I had missed.  I caught myself in thinking, noticing that I had to stop, and I cleared my mind once again, imagining the same string of light connecting me with our Earth Mother. The spinning started from my ankles, in slow motions, then moving my knees, bending them almost, and then the hips.

When the energy reached my heart, there was the butterfly feeling. At this moment, I began to feel fear of the energy reaching my third eye (I had trouble back in 2012 hearing words….. and that was my fear), and so I believe I blocked it for a moment. Then I had to start over, going through the same process. But a second time, I let myself go — the fear that is. (I have some experience with letting go since I was a child. It was one of the ways I learned how to swim. That’s right, I’m a self taught swimmer. I even climbed a 2 story tree when I was 6 and fell from it, getting back up like it never occurred, and therein, that is where I proved to be resilient at a young age. Alright. Back on topic.)

The energy reached my third eye, and again, like in 2012, I felt pressure on my forehead between my brows. My closed eyes began to twitch erratically. Then a feeling of “high” occurred. In fact, I’ve always been drug-free and have never been high in all of my life, but this was a different kind of high than I’ve heard about. I literally felt like I was floating. It was a feeling I’d NEVER experienced in my waking hours, that’s for sure. I’d say it’s similar to floating in a dream state, yet it couldn’t be as I was conscious. At the same time, it does feel a bit scary for anyone who’s used to having their feet on the ground.

When the grounding was complete, my body walked on its own, out of the circle. And, oddly, it surprised me, despite the fact that my body was already moving on its own during the grounding process. I suppose I just didn’t expect to be moved out of the area I initially put myself.

Immediately after, I had a lot of questions. My main question was why in the world my eyes began to twitch. Consulting my spiritual family through my automatic technique, I asked this and I was given the answer that it was an ethereal parasite that was latched on to my third eye. I had wondered where it came from but I had my suspicions.

Automatic drawing of ethereal parasites around me.

Apparently, it arrived into my spiritual body when I consumed too much of myself in front of this computer screen, playing with my new toy, a Wacom Cintiq. It made complete sense to me, as I was told those previous years electronic screens act as a gate to other negative entities. However, these “portals” can be blocked. After acknowledging the ethereal parasite’s presence, I kindly and politely asked it to take leave of me, and so it did, because my eyes stopped twitching.

I came out into the living room, telling my younger brother what I had just experienced, with a clean and crisp mind for a change, because before, my mind was foggy, or shall we say smudgy? It felt as though someone took a cloth and wiped all the smudge, and my mind was back to seeing in “high definition (HD.)” Haha.

Overall, I had forgotten about my spiritual body, and the existence of chakras. This second time experience reminded me, once more, that chakras do, in fact, exist, spinning rapidly like a vortex (like the Earth and the solar system and the galaxies and the universe!!), radiating outward from our being. Imagine when something heavy gets caught in these these vortexes? I imagine it could snuff out the vortex, and eventually, the source of that vortex. We have to learn to take better care of ourselves, but I also understand it’s hard to do that when the very thing that needs caring for cannot be seen…but it can be felt.

Earth Shift Dream

I’ve had so many dreams in the past, some very symbolic, some that have come as a shock when they happened in reality, and others that have just left me confused; but all the while, I have used some of these dreams as a source of inspiration for my art and writing.

Last night, or rather this morning, I had another “apocalyptic” type of dream, which was then followed by an image right before I awoke. I don’t often share my dreams, but there are dreams that I feel are meant to be shared, especially when it involves worldly matters.

I’ll first describe the events that occurred in my dream, and then, I will interpret what I think it means.

The dream was a bit fast paced, and things weren’t quite explanatory. It feels as though the story came to me first as I received the imagery. First, I can remember there was a problem with the sun causing the planet to heat up, due to a shifting of the Earth’s axis. I can recall orange in the sky, causing the land in some areas to turn into a crisp, umber color. The people in those areas were suffering from the heat, suffocating, and desperately tried to seek shelter from the sun’s rays.

The water could not be trusted on the surface. People scavenged for water bottles, which were hard to find. They covered their skin with lotions to protect themselves from the sun. 

A woman from a video game that I played showed up (which is how I know this has to be a symbolic dream) showed up. Her hair is violet. For some reason, her image just kept popping up at the side of my mind throughout these chaotic events in my dream.

 

I, then, was urged to go under the Earth, but I’m not sure by whom or what. This message seemed to come to me as if it was purely instinctual, yet I somehow knew it was a calling, being that the place was more like a safe passage to somewhere secret. In this secret location, there was pure, fresh water (underground water.) The dream fades away, and then upon waking, I saw the violet haired video game character again on the side, with the image of the Earth split into three lands, with another Earth inside of the surface Earth. 

As I was woke up this morning, I was already translating this dream, and made sure to write it down immediately before it faded from my memory. 

My own interpretation:

I first translated WHY in the world that video game character popped up. I had remembered that the focus was on her hair color. (“The hair, the hair, the hair” over and over again in my mind.) Instantly, I interpreted it as the crown chakra, which is a violet color.

From a little resarch: The Crown Chakra is about wisdom and being one with the world. Violet is the color of Spirituality. It is the color of people seeking spiritual fulfillment. Purple represents transformation, creativity and spiritual awareness. http://www.sobrietystones.com/meaning-of-colors/meaning_color_purple_violet_7.htm

These dreams can almost be taken literally with an Earth shift, but it can also be interpreted as change. The Earth tilted, making the areas where the sun’s light rays hit, heat up, I can only interpret that these changes will cause suffering. When I think of suffocation, I interpret this as sucking the life out of someone, taking away their voice, their spirit, becoming weak, losing strength and power.

Water is life, as some have said. What do you do when the very source of life that’s free has been tainted? The sun corrupted it in my dream. I think of water as a necessity to survival. It covers 72% of the globe. Water is free where land is not. A disturbance in the water does not only effect humans, but animals, too. The fact that all of the water on the surface was tainted has me to feel that everything is effected by this change.

The sun. What could this possibly mean? The sun can be seen as another source of life. It provides life to this very solar system. It keeps everything moving. Or, the sun can be seen as a person. In the past, kings/emperors/pharaohs, were seen as the Sun itself. Kings often wore gold to represent their connection with the sun. And, I feel this is quite relevant to my dream interpretation.

The last bit of my dream about going under the Earth still confuses me a bit, but oddly, I felt like it was a caution.

As for the image of the Earth inside of a Surface Earth, where only 3 strips of land were left, I have recreated the image in Photoshop for those who are curious. It’s not the best and it’s not exact, but I imagine you may get the idea.

The first thing that entered my mind when thinking of these 3 strips of lands were leaders. A land comes with titles, titles come with roles, and roles come with leaders. World leaders. Whatever chaos that is to come from these Earthly changes, a New Earth will be born from it. In the mean time, I ask for those reading, if there comes a time when you see the signs, take shelter as I was instructed to do so in my dream. I don’t normally give out warnings, but this dream felt like one. It was beyond different from the other dreams, as I’ve never been served a closing image like this.

 

 

This Week’s Art

I’m going to try to update here weekly with art I work on. I hope you guys enjoy. :)

The Illusions of Success

We grow up in life being pushed in all of these different directions, in hopes that we may be “someone” someday. Somehow, we are pressured by our parents and our teachers to be “better” than who we are now. We are constantly brainwashed that living a successful life is what’s considered being happy in life. If that were the case, then why are there so many people who are “living the life” that seem so unhappy?

About two months, I laid upon my bed a little longer in the morning, thinking on my life–on life in general, actually. I thought to myself how much more life would be easier if I just didn’t have any worries. Worries of trying to be this successful person, worries of never making it in life, worries of never being able to show the world what I can do, worries of living behind the scenes. What has led me to these worries?…I thought to myself. Human ego? Perhaps. Or, is it something more? Is it something that I was taught to think and feel? Maybe a combination of both. Either way, I laid in my bed, closed my eyes, and focused on the me behind that big blanket of worries. I went back in time to when I was a child, when all I needed to be was myself then.There were no expectations from me, but to be me. I didn’t strive to be anyone. There was only pretend and play, and I was happy with it being that way! Just by being myself I was content. I don’t remember doubting my abilities; I just did them, without question. I believed in myself, and that belief in myself made me a strong child.

As an adult, life has become this overbearing thing of pressure of who I have to be, and even more so, when one is a parent. If you aren’t taking care of things the way society deems worthy, the weight from all of that pressure can be ever so suffocating, making one lose a sense of who they are and where they’re going in life. It certainly calls for a lot of questions in the aware person.

One must constantly strive to look better than others. There’s so much competition going around. Why is that? Why must one strive to be better? To be more successful than others? Is this human instinct? Yet, we also find similarities in animals who follow the bravest and boldest of the pack, showing dominance over others. I can’t make sense of why animals do it, but my only guess is survival instincts. However, in a human sense, I can’t help but feel that the crave for success, needing to rank and compete, to be number one, derives from a void within. A happy soul would not need to seek for more than what it is already, unless it were to spread more of what it is. :) If only most of us were taught from a young age to just love and embrace who we were, we wouldn’t feel swamped with worries of needing to work hard at success, and then become unhappy for not meeting those expectations of life. The fruit of life would just follow from the happiness we emit.

It just seems that a successful life is only one idea of life. An idea of life that society has taught us is necessary for survival. But, I tell you, there are so many ideas of life that can provide sustainability and happiness, and I’ve been witnessed to one of them already. A family, or rather, a community, north of where I live, live entirely on themselves. No need to slave working for others to provide for their family. Everything they eat is grown in their yard, and if they do require something they don’t have, they trade their services or sell handmade items. They build their homes entirely from recycled materials. A truly self sustainable life that I can respect. They are called The Garden of Eden

Now, don’t mistake me. I’m not implying that pursuing a successful life is wrong. If something is working out for you and your family, nothing is wrong with that. However, success does not equal happiness. You are happiness. You are also sadness. You are love. And, sometimes, you are hate. Anything ever deemed “successful” that I have created was always birthed by my love for it.This is the subtle way of creating our realities, unknowingly. :) We just need to give ourselves more credit for it.

All you have to do is tear down everything you “have” to be, and just be yourself. <3 You’ll soon find the love that was hidden there all along, I promise you.

 

Procrastination, Homeschooling, Art Group Updates

It’s been quite some time since I’ve last uploaded anything to my blog here, and I’m sure it wouldn’t make much of a difference in people’s lives whether I post or not, but I wanted to ensure to everyone who feels any curiosity whatsoever on my whereabouts, just know I’ve not forgotten about my little blog spot here.

It seems there have been dramatic changes within just the course of 2 1/2 years, and I’ve found it tremendously difficult to being consistent on my Dream Channel. However, I do have plans ahead in time.

I often listen to my intuition, and at the moment, my intuition urges me toward my art, which is where I’ve been focusing most of my attention as of late. I’ll provide some proof to spedazzle your eyes, haha.

Other areas of focus are obviously on my 3 children, who require much of my attention, as I am now a homeschooling mom. It can be very exhausting but it’s been well worth it to keep a more keen eye on my children’s development.

There are sometimes when I will still ask for guidance using my automatic drawing technique, but I feel as though I’ve lost focus on the invisible world of spirits and hidden truths–not that I have lost interest in it. Instead, I feel more empowered to empower others with art. Therefore, I’ve created an art group on Facebook called Dream Core ART Alliance. If you, yourself, are an artist and want to be a part of my art community of freethinkers, then, by all means, go for it. :) The more, the merrier.

Overall, I still want to assist in the healing, awareness, and growth of our dear planet Earth. I feel as though I am just waiting on the signal, for now, from the Higher Self, the Universe, the Powers That Be, or what have you. Perhaps, it is now, seeing as I have made another blog after 6 months of nothing. Haha. We shall see. In the mean time, I wish all my followers and readers well in their lives. I do hope life is treating you well, despite what occurs in the world. <3 Lots of love to you all!

Jealousy

Too many people in this world are jealous of each other. A lot of us won’t say it to each other’s faces. Some of those feelings will be shown as a sign of praise to others or just plain hate. We tend to get thoughts like “No fair” or “I want what he/she has” as if these things are out of our reach. The thing is, those jealous feelings come from you, and any aware person really has to reflect on what is really making them feel that way in the first place.

My own insights bring me to the lack of self love issue: feeling unsatisfactory about who we are, about our own lives, therefore, seeking elsewhere to relinquish our internal fury of self loathe whether it’s across the fence or somewhere on the news, the internet, or tv. Always comparing ourselves with others, as if doing so will satisfy ourselves as being the better person, and too often those feelings leave us with harboring resentful feelings, inevitably leaving us with unhealthy esteem.
Question whether or not, if you had all the things that person has, would it bring you closer to loving yourself. Will it bring you closer to really loving your life? Enjoying your life? Why do you need what that person has to love who you are, to love your life? Imagine yourself living their life. Is it really what you want or is just a reason to want to love yourself? Remember: you are YOU. No one else is you, therefore, that alone makes you worthy as any other person, especially that person who you may feel jealous about. Be PROUD of who you are. You are a one in a million kind of BEAUTIFUL. *hug*

Those feelings of jealousy bring me to thoughts that say “I am completely out of control of my life and what happens in my life” and “If I can’t have it, they are to blame for why I am feeling this way about my life.” But you are wrong. You are always in control of your life. You do have a say in where you want to go.What you are passionate about. You may not always be in control of what happens to you, but you have a say in how you react to them, which says more about who you are than what you have. Love yourself and you will get far–maybe not as far as where you’d like to go in life, but far in your heart and mind. <3

TRUE Strength

I think being able to open up and let people see the mushy side of you is great STRENGTH. In this world today, seeing the emotional side of a person is absent. It’s almost as if no one is human anymore and more robot-like. Breaking down like this makes you a human being and there is nothing to be ashamed about it. You are brave to let people see that, unlike all these prideful people who think they are worthy to call themselves strong because they have brute physical strength and lack sympathy. That is not true strength. That is bloated ego, and bloated ego takes us to very dark places, causing us to war with ourselves on this planet.

– My advice to a friend who thought themselves weak for spilling their feelings.You are NEVER weak for opening up. You are courage and strength in a nasty world.

Playful Connection

I know you guys haven’t heard from me in a while. I’ve had a busy move (again) and I’ve taken it upon myself to homeschool my children and there just hasn’t been a lot of time to remain connected. I spontaneously drew this last night — lost a lot of sleep over it too and paying for it now. (lol).

Upon creating this young girl, I thought of being a child again, playing a role in a world set up in time, but not forgetting who I really am in the process. I hope you enjoy. You can find more of my art on my facebook page here—>https://www.facebook.com/nanashitreehouse/?fref=ts

Thanks for always being good to me on this site. :)